I miss you!

Hello, I miss you. I know we were never that close compared to everyone else, but I miss you. I miss having a big sister, like seriously. People used to say we were sisters, people used to say I look like you. Tall, and similar features; I really felt like your sister. We talk alot, though only when you're not distracted by everyone else. I understand you have a much more fascinating life than me, oh well, I miss you :)

Hello, I miss you. I miss going riding with you. I miss telling you everything about my wonkey unfortunately hilarious life. I miss eating choki-choki with you in your room and terrorising your doof bag. I miss watching entertaining movies with you and anticipating every typical cheesy hollywood line. I miss following you everywhere because I was left all alone. I miss riding with you, I miss talking to you. I miss cheering you up all the time and entertaining you by being myself. You're distant now, what happened? Detachment is pretty weird, you somehow made me feel loved. Oh well, I miss you.

Hello, I miss you. I miss your reaaallly irritating personality that is SO damn bi-polar and everyone has to listen to YOU all the time. Freaking gila. But I miss it! I miss you, walking to your house from school and your mom being so nice to me and the time I followed you to NTUC to get your groceries. I miss you talking about N and every other guy you fell madly in like with. I miss talking to you bout rubbish and being your "boyfriend" Oh well, I miss you.

Hello, I miss you. I miss you're no emotion-ness. I miss your ability to laugh at my tripping over an OBVIOUS metal bar. I miss your support for gay people. You're so hard to please, yet I manage to make your smile all the time at my very lame and failed jokes. I miss telling you about my life and not agreeing with your advice. I miss going crazy while you think i'm an utter moron. Oh well, I miss you.

Hello, I miss you. I miss hanging out after school with you. I was happy there, unlike now, I guess because of you. I felt like someone needed me, and I needed them. I miss having you around to talk about life and friendship and about our cruise. I miss having my support and giving you yours. I miss bumping into random people when we're out. Oh well, I miss you.

Hello, I miss all these people above, and more.

My head is spinning, I need to eat, yet I feel fat!

Christmas party was FUN. 

Liyana and gang have gone up to Genting,

WITHOUT ME. grr.

Bracers off tomorrow morning. YAY!

I'll be in Johor soon loves,

xx

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Imissyou! The guy I thought you were. Its very disappointing. I may not have thought romantically of you, but hell, you were like my best friend. You were there when I needed you most and I thank you for that. But the worst part of it all is that when I was happy, you didn't let me share it with you. I miss talking to you on the phone about your life and my life, and you being high, and hanging out, and everything. You were SUPER FUN to be with, and its really sad that you just cut off contact with me. The fact that you had feelings for me didn't change the fact that I liked you as a friend, but obviously you wanted more right? Why couldn't we just be friends, thats all I wanted to be. Hell, I'm not even sure about where I am now. Sorry dude, but whatever. Oh well, I just freaking miss you.