Monday, November 2, 2009

You know that thing you do when you're damn sad and depressed and feel like everything is a fuck? Where's my Ralfie?

[11/2/09 6:26:55 PM] Aly ;D: i'm not okay with this whole moving to a new place thingy

[11/2/09 6:27:03 PM] Aly ;D: i wanna go back to JB where my friends are

[11/2/09 6:27:06 PM] Aly ;D: and school in SG

[11/2/09 6:27:11 PM] Aly ;D: and graduate at 16

[11/2/09 6:27:14 PM] Aly ;D: and wake up at 4am

[11/2/09 6:27:19 PM] Aly ;D: and fool around in customs

[11/2/09 6:27:30 PM] Aly ;D: and piss off the security guards

[11/2/09 6:27:38 PM] Aly ;D: and run around CWP after school

[11/2/09 6:27:43 PM] Aly ;D: playing hide and seek,

[11/2/09 6:27:50 PM] Aly ;D: which we usually only for likw 3 mins

[11/2/09 6:27:55 PM] Aly ;D: then give up cuz we're tired

[11/2/09 6:28:06 PM] Aly ;D: and do homework at the quadrangle

[11/2/09 6:28:14 PM] Aly ;D: i wanna talk to MGY,

[11/2/09 6:28:26 PM] Aly ;D: and complain about everyone, everything and feel so much better after

[11/2/09 6:28:37 PM] Aly ;D: i wanna be a part of 2A again

[11/2/09 6:29:48 PM] Aly ;D: i wanna go nuts during english lesson with my group and hear Dominic talk about dumping being thrown everywhere, and killing syafiq in the process

[11/2/09 6:30:08 PM] Aly ;D: forcing bal to take pictures with me, hanging out with nat after school

[11/2/09 6:30:14 PM] Aly ;D: there is sooo much to miss :(
[11/2/09 6:30:30 PM] Aly ;D: and th only thing in KL that makes me happy is vivaldi and riding

[11/2/09 6:30:43 PM] Aly ;D: but how can that last ??

[11/2/09 6:30:56 PM] Aly ;D: I've lost so much self esteem and self confidence

[11/2/09 6:31:00 PM] Aly ;D: i lost my charm and everything

[11/2/09 6:31:02 PM] Aly ;D: urgh :(

[11/2/09 6:31:10 PM] Aly ;D: this. fucking. sucks.

Do you know what it feels like to miss these little things?
I miss everyone, everything about schooling in Singapore.
I miss my FRIENDS.
hey cempakans, learn the word.

No, I'm not coping well.
Yes,  I feel like dying.
Yes, that motherfuckingstupidbloodydamnassbitch is getting to me.
and so is everything else.
I can't wait to go back to JB. I wanna see mae, and crycrycry.
I can't wait for class outing in Singapore.
Am going literally crazy.
Shit, i want my life back.

xx

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