Its just that no one makes me feel this way.

Holidays started. Holy mommah I've never felt so happy. Despite that, I'm only leaving for JB tonight. Dad has some day-forum thingy at work. Grr, this sucks. To add to that, I'm at grandma's house. Where there is really little water =.= Guess what I ate for dinner yesterday. Toast and scrambled eggs. BAHA. Oh well :) Its pretty German I guess.

My cousin and I went out to shisha yesterday. Excuse used :

 

"Oma I feel like eating rice tonight so Liyana and I will be going to the mamak stall :D"

HAHA :D I feel so mean. Oh well :) Off to Safa, teehee! I was reminded of seeing Adib there. Oh gees, so obviously and naturally I asked if he wanted to join. No reply =.= Fine. But, someone just HAD to call, and him and his buddy just HAD to join. HAHA I felt like laughing. Anyways, they got high, after like 30 mins? Heeee! I wasn't feeling a thing. Oh well, this just further proves that women are better than men. AHAHA.

Vivaldi is lame. Daddy just got back from JB, and I'm leaving tonight. :( Poor baby. I don't know what to do! And CIS prom is on Friday. I don't know what to do! 

I need cuticle oil :( bleh. He ran out of credit, and I will too, very soon. I have realized how empty I feel. Or maybe I just think I feel empty when I'm whole and I'll be looking for something that doesn't exist because well, its already with me, no? The first wave of SPM is over, about 2 more waves to go. My excitement level has heightened by a mile. This coming week will be interesting/fun/good. I'm sure of it.

"Love is for the weak." "Its okay to be weak, because I'm here to protect you"

... somehow, he makes me feel whole...

xx